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Im just a girl with a bizarre life, and even stranger ideas about that life. I am in year 12 at varsity college on the gold coast, and I love nothing more than sitting around near some form of water (river, pool or ocean), alone or with a friend who I can actually trust. Having said that, I don’t trust people that well. The number of people that know even 30% of me are limited. In fact, there are almost none at all. I don’t like saying I am a victim in this brutal world, but I do know, that bad things just seem to be fascinated by me. I look for inspiration in the wrong places and I laugh at the wrong times, and at things that shouldn’t be laughed at. I fight a lot, if not too much, and I want to stop, but it’s become a habit, something I really can’t discontinue. When friends are in trouble, I generally stop everything to help them. That means you shouldn’t mess with my friends, because, as I have stated once before, I will kick your hard boiled ass. I play hard. I strive to work hard too, but sometimes I get distracted. I am as smart as I am stupid. Through hard work, I try to be smart, but sometimes by acting smartly, I end up looking stupid. I hate nothing more than vulnerability, it makes you weak. It opens the doors for betrayal, and heartache. I hate it when people know my secrets. I end up being afraid of these people, because of that vulnerability I have caused, by letting them in. Don’t judge me by what I do. Most of my true mind is concealed. I don't fear things that many do. Things such as death. According to the Death Clock I will die on the 22nd of March, 2068.

I wrote this on the 2nd of March, 2006. It has been sitting on my Myspace for months.

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